Britt King

i got rid of my myspace.
It's been a distraction and i need to focus on other things.
so i figured i need some internet thing.

which would be lj.
i guess i do need it.

even if you don't read it.
i can express myself.

add my new one.

xbjk_love

 

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i'm dropping this one.
maybe in later i'll make a new one.

but for now.
i don't need it to help me anymore.

peace.
<3

summer school tomorrow.
yippee.

eh,
i hate being home.
=[

summer school on monday.
fuckkkkk.
why do i sign up for that shit?
especially  when i don't have to do it.
ehh.
whatever.
a semester or 10 days?
i'll take 10 days.

summer has been eh.
hopefully it gets better.

Eh.
School is out soon.
People are still gay, like before.

I hate when people make me feel stupid,
or hint that i can't do something.
Whatever.

2 and a half years bitches.

School is almost over.
Which means one year closer to moving out.
I'm done living here.
It's time to really start my life with Jason.

I'm done with highschool.

I'm alive.

i'm tending to find that i hate people a lot.
They have been annoying the fuck out of me.

Everyone is trying so hard to be "gangsta", hardcore, emo, non-conformist.
They all think they are original too.
You are just another fake copy of another fake person.

Why not try being normal?
rkghqejkfghkjglkdgjsl.

I hate how fake people are.



anyway,
the wii finally came.
And my life is ok.

My party was amazing.
And lotsssss of fun.

I think everyone had a blast.
=)

too bad i'm sick again.
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i'm now officially 17 years old.
=)

<3

=(

that's how i feel.

School sucks.
Too much homework.
Too much drama.
People are gayyyy.

Anyway.
Things have been ok in my life.
The only people i really see anymore are Shaila and Jason.
It's nice though.

A real break from everything.
I truely feel like i'm alot closer with Shaila lately.
I think i might finally be able to tell her soon.
That would be nice.
It's been hard to not share that with her.

I wish life was simple.
Anyway.

Double date with Shaila and Justin,
her new boy.
Were going miniature golfing.
I'm excited.

Jason and I are doing well.
We got into a major fight a few days ago.
It sucked but we talked about everything.
And no rules.

It's nice but i feel drama may stir itself up again.
I feel it coming,
and it may be worse than it was before.
I'm afraid of that.
My life has been drama free for a little while.
Everyone elses drama is making me a little weary.

I feel somewhat ignored but whatever.
If people don't want me in their life than there is no use being upset about it.
Even though I am upset.

Birthday = less than a week away.
Not getting what i wanted though.
Thanks Dad.

I'll see what i can do though.
My party should be fun.

I need to make my invitations.
Anyway,
I'm rambling.

Overall.
Life is fine.
Everyone has drama except me.
Shaila has a new boy.
Jason is amazing.
People are leaving my life.
And my 17th birthday might be fun.

Anyway.
My grades are making me happy.
And I understand everything in school.
I rock.

People still suck.
But whatever.
People can be gay all they want.

Jason and I are good.

My birthday is in about 10 days.
Finally I'll be 17.
Woot.

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Do people think calling me white trash hurts?
I'll never know.

It's entertaining at this point.
Especially because of the mouth it's exiting.

I love my life.
And I'm not white trash.
So shove it.

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I hate mothers.
They suck.
Mine has been drunk for the past three days.
Jason's is missing, and she took their car.
Chris's mom is being bitchy.
Moms are just biting the big one.

Last night,
My uncle,
the one that I've been the closest with,
tried to kill himself.

And he almost did it.

And my grandma came in and asked me to call him.
and i don't know what to say to him.

I already lost Mark.
I don't want to go through this again.
I can't stop fucking crying and I'm tired of it.

What do you say to someone like that?
I'm his favorite, so they want me to try and talk to him.

I hate him for this.

I don't know how much longer i can keep it a secret.
It's killing me...

So Tanna is 10 to 11 weeks pregnant.
She has a video of her baby.
It's so amazing.
Life that is.
I've never experienced it like this.
When heaven was born i was only 7.

This is so exciting.
She's so happy too.
The baby was moving in the video too.
I can't wait to feel it kick and all that good stuff.

Jason and I are going to be godparents to the baby.

I'm a godparent...
So cool.

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So i find it funny how people hate me for no fucking reason.
Get a fucking life already.
I stay the fuck away from you.
So stop being a fucking douche bag.
Kay.
Thanks faggots.

this is going to be my wedding dress.
i swear.
its so freaking beautiful.
hopefully jason agrees.
cause he's buying it.
haha.

i love online shopping.
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